31 December 2010.

Beautiful, Smart and Talented

So, I guess those are my new year's resolution.

I wanna keep it simple. Everyone always wish for a better year every time new year comes including me. So, this time, I don't wanna make a list for my new year's resolution. That is so last year. In fact, my 2010's resolution didn't really work out. But, at least, my PMR result is really not bad. I mean, good. LOL.

I really don't mind if I'm beautiful like her..., lol. xD

BEAUTIFUL = Okay. I'm not speaking about beautiful faces or what. Do you know how meaningful the word BEAUTIFUL is? It's not all about your looks. So, for this year, 2011, I wanna be beautiful both in the inside and outside. I'll try to appear to be a better girl in most aspect. =)

SMART = Yes. I'm talking about studying. I'll reach 16 this February, so, I don't want to take all this thing easily. I want to be smart, positive and optimistic. Yeah, yeah, I know it's not easy. This time, I wanna be smart or you can call it 'master' at least in ONE subject. It could be English, Math or whatever. I should keep my focus, right now.

TALENTED = I believe two things. First, EVERYBODY possesses TALENT. Second, everyone can 'create' talent. Trust me, you can 'create' talent. It's starting from LEARNING. So, that's what I'm gonna 'create' this year. I'll try. InsyaAllah.

Calm down, people. I know I'm aiming too high. No worry, I'm not just aiming, I'll try hard to achieve it. Please don't give a damn if I still could not achieve my new year's resolution. Please. I'm not a loser. And I'm not a dreamer. And I'm not the type who only knows how to speak. I know how loud action speaks compared to words.

And I hope that I could keep my faith, believe and be able to accept anything that would happen in future. I really really wish that I would not lost my faith to Allah.

p/s: happy new year. But, I feel happier to celebrate Maal Hijrah.

2010. No. I don't wanna look back.

Let's open a new book, heh?

Yeah. It's 29 December 2010. Less than 3 days, 2011 will show up. There's nothing much to say.

2010 had given me a chance to embrace Music, a lot. I had no idea why, but, 2010 is a year of MUSIC, for me. And, not to mention, the DANCING thingie. Thank you.

wow. Drama team, heh?

I don't wanna update my blog with my recent trip with the Drama team. Why? Because I don't want to. The trip was interesting, anyway. I watched a theater, met some celebrities and faced the fact that I could not enjoy myself at the water park at Bukit Merah for a reason. Can you believe that on that day when I supposed to enjoy myself at the water park, and then, for a HUGE reason, I couldn't. So, I watched the other girls walked away to enjoy themselves swimming, and all that.

Hello YouTube. I heart You.

And right now, I'm currently practicing singing. I told ya, 2010 is year of Music. Micky, my YouTube friend suggested for us (Me, Micky, Julia and Lulu) to make a cover of 2NE1's Go Away. I suggested us to sing cover for 2NE1's I Don't Care. And she mentioned that she'd love to sing cover for 4Minute's HUH. Wow. 3 Covers, huh? Whoa. Cool.

Well, I still could hardly believe that I managed to be a part of them. In fact, I am the leader because I'm the oldest. To be honest, it was started with a joke. I never thought Julia would take it seriously. And then, I agreed. No joke, now, it's for real. And I don't want anyone to take that away from me. I feel good to be the only Malaysian girl among them. Yeah. I wanna be selfish, this time. Don't mess up with my German friends. ;p

So, my new year's resolution...... I'll reveal on 31 December 2010.

Can u see how much the Dino loves me?


I am speechless. I wanna SMILE all the time. I did it again. I mean, WE did it again. Can you believe, when I was like, 12, in UPSR, all students in my class got 5A! Yeap. I really meant ALL.

And this year, I'm 15. It's PMR. And again, ALL students in my class got 8A. yeah. Straight A's, babe. I feel like wanna scream out loud. WE DID IT, GUYS!

And all my effort is really worth it.
And I'm really grateful.
I love everybody, today.

dancing shoes.

Okay. I don't care if you're telling me this is not a dancing shoes. who cares? this is a pair of shoes or you can call it sneakers. Any sneakers will do for dancing, ain't they? okay. Take a look. I don't even care if I buy the same one as you. It's not like I'm gonna wear it if we happen to meet. This one is for DANCING, got it?? But, what if I wanna put this on when I travel to KL? I think it won't do any harm.

It's PUMA MAGIC TOP L. (Aish. I just love the name...)

I could accept the fact that the design at da 'front' of da sneakers is a little bit 'ODD'. You see? It looks like another shoes you wear to school. Aish. In fact, this sneakers look perfect bcuz of the pink+black colours. That's my fave, lol. And I REALLY really adore the name. It's MAGIC, lol!

Perhaps, tomorrow, I'm gonna record a vid of me dancing CLAP YOUR HANDS by 2NE1,,,.. wait. only chorus part, lah. I'm doing that one bcuz somebody from youtube request me to dance to that song and only then she's gonna subscribe me, lol. XD..,, There is even a girl who requested me to dance to SNSD's RUN DEVIL RUN. You know what? NO WAY. SNSD is....,,. yuck. haha. (I still love their music, though)

And the day after tomorrow, I'm gonna record a vid of me dancing to B2ST's BEAUTIFUL. I'm done practicing with that one! It's damn easy. But, CUTENESS OVERLOAD and I'm not cute. I'm sorry if I will ruin that choreography. In fact, I could dance freestyle to that song, lol. And I always love to dance on my way.

Right now, I am like.....

It would be sweet if this cute guy is mine...,, :p

Bye for now...,,,


Hermione. I'm talking about HARRY POTTER and bla bla...,,
I'm not interested in Harry Potter or even Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson and whoever it is.
I'm so damn not into MAGIC, witch, wizards and all that.
But, why the hell am I speaking about HARRY POTTER..?
Okay, okay, I'm reading da HARRY POTTER series again. my 3rd attempt. Last year, I tried to read Harry Potter series (da 1st, 2nd, and 3rd) in English, but failed.
I managed to read not more than half of each book. Then, I gave up. That's because I lacked of creativity and imagination.
I could barely imagine what the fish J.K. Rowling is writing about.
All the words in the books explained are the unreachable and unthinkable things.
I did not understand what was Harry doing with his broomstick,
And I couldn't draw the Hogwarts (wait, what's Hogwarts?) in my mind.
Okay, but, when I watched the movies, only then, I would be like, "ooohh, this is it,"
So, this year, I decided to borrow (from the library) the series once again, because I think, I'm older now (yeah, righty) and I guess my English must has been improved and I hope I'll be able to understand magic, this time.
So far, so good. =)
It's really worth it trying again.

Wait. No. Harry Potter is not hot, at all. I think Daniel Radcliffe is hotter. lol. XD

p/s: I'm so into R&B after listening to a song by SHINee, called LOVE PAIN. B2ST sings R&B song, too, it's JUST BEFORE SHOCK. And SHINee is da BEST singers! But, B2ST is da super duper BEST with blessed TALENT! =)

Top 3 Things That I Love And I Do Not Want To Let Go

I really had no idea what I wanna do now except practice dancing, then upload some vids of me dancing. My daily routine since da holidays start is like, waking up late, then grab my breakfast, log in FB, view my Ytube Channel hopping tht sumbody gonna sub me, browse through ALLKPOP and B2STRISING, Listening to music for hours. Oh yeah, it's already nite. So, I turn on my mom's laptop AGAIN and do da same routine. It's pretty boring, isn't it?

Yeah. Yeah. I know. I shoulda continue to write my incomplete novel. I should learn how to cook, but, with my ego, I dun want to. I should clean my messy room. I should learn again to strum guitar. I should study a lil' bit for next year. But, what if I DUN WANT TO? Can I juz enjoy my BORING MOMENT for a lil' while? I rather be this way~

Top 3 Things That I Love And I Do Not Want To Let Go (For Now)
(It's THINGS, so no big deal, ok?)


I'm officially a B2UTY few months ago. Too bad I didn't remember da date, lol. The thing is, I've been into kpop since last year, when I was 14, but I was not kpop fan. I kept myself updated with several kpop idols, like, SNSD, 2NE1, 4Minute, After School, Secret, bla bla bla..... And I had no idea bout BEAST.

But, I knew a thing bout BEAST, there was a song called BAD GIRL. And my few friends and I wanted us to dance BAD GIRL dance routine. I just went with da flow, but, I did not really like BEAST, though.

This year, I knew a song called SHOCK and I just downloaded that one. And I still was not a fan. Then, Fatin played a song called JUST BEFORE SHOCK during our practice for Talent Show. And I fell in love with da sounds of piano at da beginning of da beautiful song. So, I went to make a research about 'em. Watching their documentary, memorizing their full names, catching up their music vids and I'm a B2UTY.

5 reasons why I adore/love/like/fond them:
1. ALL of 'em really GOOD at singing LIVE. (I mean, really really good)

2. Their MUSIC is not suck at all. None of their songs disappointed me. All thanks to their composer, TIGER SHINSADONG and JUN HYUNG (B2ST)....,,

3. Superb dancing skills. ALL of 'em can dance really well. Their choreography are all awesome. All thanks to the choreographer, PREPIX HAW.

4. Each of 'em has great personality. Well, they are FUNNY and it's enjoying to watch when they are revealing their true colours. XD

5. They are naturally good-looking. Even without BB Cream or make up. (this is da last one, cuz I dun really care bout looks)

And I'm in this guy line compare to the other 5. It's HYUN SEUNG. He's 4D and DANCING MACHINE. He can DANCE. That's why I heart him.


Back then when I was 14, nobody knows how much I heart dancing. And now, seems like everything to turn ridiculously insane. Well, no worry, I realize that I could not really dance, but at least, I DANCE.

Last year, I still remembered my very first performance of me, dancing, with my classmates. It was really crazy, and FUN, for sure. Then, I knew that I had potential because my friend said when she watched our vid, I was da one who danced in different way. And when I watched that one, I must said that I was slightly DIFFERENT. haha. I danced in my own way, lol.

And this year, I dunno how did I get that courage to perform on da stage again. This time, with my other 5 friends, I did it again. I had no idea where did I get da nerve to do so. And that was really FUN. I missed da moments when we practiced together (got caught by few teachers...lol).

So, now, I'm trying to be part of amateurs dancers in YouTube. Okay, it's terribly hard because nobody seems to notice me... T_T... It's even harder to get subscribers. Feel like wanna cry.

Right now, I'm still practicing dancing cover because that's what I want. I don't want to dance so that I could post vids. Instead, I'm doing this to myself, this is my passion. The reason why I post da vids is to show da world that I'm dancing too and be a lil' part of 'em.


I would never let anybody steal my HOLIDAY this time. PMR's over, so I wanna do whatever I feel like wanna do. Please don't ruin it. I want to focus to my YouTube Channel and my dancing skills. I wanna discover my potential. I think there's no other time. This is da perfect time for me to do so.

I'm telling you here, it's holiday, and all that I wanna do is DANCE.

Next year, I know that I have to strive again.

I heart holiday.

La La Land. Eh. Langkawi lah.

I'm sorry because I took lotta time just to update bout my trip. This is seriously lame because I went to Langkawi on 4th Nov, but, here I am, looking at my Roxy Calender, it's 23th, lol. hahaha.

Fyi, there was a PREFECTS day out on that day. So, I was a little panic because I'm afraid I won't manage to get home in time. Can you imagine, those prefects and I went to KB around 8am and we were like, laughing, bowling, shopping, me buying BEAST CD, enjoying da food, wandering around Pengkalan Kubur and then get arrive at skool close to 7pm. Whoaaaa. Then at nite, near 8pm sumthin, my family and I had to head to SKKR for da trip to Langkawi. I felt like wanna faint, because I got tired of staying inside bus.

Credits to Anis.

Yeah. Finally, LOL. Aaah. My Seungie...lol

Yeah, here we go. The so-called trip. Overall, kinda boring lah. Still, I couldn't find my dancing shoes. Where are you?

Choc, lol. You can't find 'em at Besut, lol.

Toblerone, lah.

Yeah. Byk sgt bagasi kat sni, kn?

I've got nothing better to do lah, so, I snapped this one.

yeah. Flood~ It was pretty scary lah.

And I've bought this one!! Da bangle which kinda da same with Hyun Seung's, yeaah! XD
Look at da bottom, Hyun Seung also has this one, lah.

Seungie oppa and his super cute bangle. and his cuteness. :)

Bye for now. I'm currently learning BEAST's Beautiful dance routine because after I've seen da FULL vid, I fell in love. hahaha. Da choreo is super duper cute, but, too bad, I'm not cute. haha.

p/s: Plz go check my YouTube channel HERE, lol. I could hardly got subscribers and views. huhuhu. T_T... comments and subcribers are REALLY appreciated.


Honestly, I'm an EMO person. Haha. I love to scribble EMO poem when I caught myself bored at school. So, I think I should show you a little bit about my poems. Curious? Oh, please, if you're into EMO mood, like, LOVE, perhaps? Then, go read my 2nd POEM blog. Okay, I write A LOT about LOVE. haha.

People, click these words below, :))

p/s: I dance to BoA's eat you up. Checkidaut at my Ytube channel. LOL. I was just trying da audio so that I won't get blocked because of da song's copyright. Yeah, my BOISTEROUS DNA vid got blocked bcuz of da copyright.


Bowling? Heh?

Okay, Guess what?
Yeah, let da title speaks for me.
Hell yeah,
I'm sorry, but, I'm clueless when it comes to this.
So, here we go.
PMR's over, what's next?
My girls friends planned a short trip to K.T. for 37 form 3 students. Yeay! (even though I think K.T. got nothing)
It was kinda fun, though.

WEIRD SHOES. I'm serious. EVERYONE wore da same, identical shoes just to play this game.

Faezah, Najiah, Dyan and Me! We're in a group! Yeay!

Okay, I was really really nervous at that moment. Haha.

Argh. Ignore da YELLOW thingy. I'm da MAGICIAN one. LOL.

LOVE. Haha.

Remember this one? yeaah, it's our Astronaut's cake on his wedding. LOL. LOL.

I guess I could hardly see anybody. haha.

Well, that's it. I'm finally home after 3D2N at Langkawi. Soon, I'll update about my trip and also a lil' about da trip to KB for PREFECTS.

Family Day, yeah.

It's been a long time I haven't celeb family day.
Yeah, da last time was when I was like, 11 and now I'm super fifteen.
My daddy and his co-workers organized this family day thingy.
According to my dad, RM20,000++ had been used for this family day.
Whoa. That's a lot, I guess.
So, that Thursday, I stayed at home again, waiting for my family to get home and we were off heading to AGRO RESORT.

1st day

Keep on coloring that pic, kiddo. Nah, you won already. Yeah, my lil' sis got 1st runner up!

Well, if you could recognize, there are my dad, my lil' sis and lil' bro in this pic. Yeah, getting ready for da game!

Okay, da view here is super duper great!

Believe it or not, this is a so-called 'island'. It is surrounded by the lake and we had to cross da red bridge just to step our feet, here!

2nd day (a.k.a. final day)

Enjoying da breakfast! Nah, this place is like 'restoran terapung' because we are surrounded by da lake, again.

Guess this kiddos really adore those fish. I'm serious, those fish are really really 'friendly'. I even get to touch da fish with my bare hands. Whoaa.

Da last game of da day. Ya know what kind of game is this, ain't you? Yeah, only people who are married could be part of this game. Too bad, my daddy and mommy didn't win.

Just so you know, I was forced by my daddy to play a game called 'RAKIT DARAT'. Only 3 teams were there. 2 teams were all consisting of boys and only 1 team were all girls. OMG. I felt like wanna die. Well, there was no way girls would win over boys. And, throughout da game, I felt all over da place for 2 times! God, that was seriously painful. Da 'thing' we used as rakit was really annoying. I had to put that 'long, green thing' between my legs as rakit with my other 3 girls. Can you imagine we had to run with that 'thing'? And then we all fell on da ground on our way. As I thought, we got da 3rd place. I meant, da LAST place. Okay boys, you guys rule!

Next game was BOLA BERACUN. This time, it was kinda fair because each team consisted both boys and girls. And da most irritating thing was that, they used 2 BALLS!! And I was da first one in my team who 'died'. huhu. It was FUN, though. Even though my team lost.

p/s: I really really hope that I could get into da dancing crew, sis, I wanna be one of them. Huhuhu. T_T


Boisterous DNA, that's it. So, our vid had been uploaded in YouTube on Wednesday, the day we recorded the vid at my HAUS (speaking about how excited we were!).

Okay, I wanna reveal ya our complicated situations that we had to go through before uploading da vid on FB. (Waait, FB?? What about Ytube?)

1. We had to record our videos for several times because I made lotta mistakes (I seemed to forget da choreo even though I was da one who choreographed it).

2. Yeah. We're done recording! Wait. Anne's camera! When we transferred our vid into my computer, looked like da format wasn't fit with Window Movie Maker. Oh, God. We could not simply upload it on internet without trimming da vid and PERFECT AUDIO!

3. Anis then decided to seek CONVERTER through internet at her home. I agreed.

4. So, I waited at home. Anis texted me saying that the converters were mostly slow. Then, I decided to edit it through Windows Live Movie Maker (windows 7). And it works! I dun really know how to edit vid through this movie maker, but at least, it really does work.

5. Somehow, I dun understand what was da problem of da movie maker, but, when I tried to save my vid with perfect intro and ending, a problem suddenly occurred. damn. Guess what? I edited da vid again and again till my vid could be saved. Yea, I was doing da same thing. Finally, my vid managed to be saved, but, without our desirable intro and ending. ugh.

6. Now, it's almost 12am, but, I dun care. So, I uploaded da vid into YouTube. Yeay! When it was perfectly 100% uploaded, another problem occurred. My vid was blocked due to copyright problem. Yeah, our AUDIO. Da songs are so damn not our songs. Huhuh. Feel like wanna die. T_T

7. On da next day, I uploaded it on FB. Oh, God, finally~~~~ FB just doing great. haha. Huhu. :) *sigh of relief*

Oyeah. Please watch, here (but, you have to log in first, hey, it's on FB, people!). Yes, click here. hehe. :) ---->> INTRODUCING, BOISTEROUS DNA


It's Demona. Yeah, it's me.

Anne~ Anis.

Me. Looking blurr. Yeah, Anis is trying to find great background wif her camera.

I dunno why I did that. And again, I'm da model for Anis's experiment.

I was supposed to strum this guitar for da intro. But, you know lah. T_T

p/s: More videos coming soon~ Please do keep an eye! Hehe. Thx. :)

I wanna do this, I wanna do that.

Despite how boring the atmosphere at school, I still insisted on going to school today. It's SUNDAY, people! All I did was hanging out in SEM room with my girls and then decided to wander around the school. Seriously, I had got nothing to do, so I was just wasting my time. I thought it's better if I stay at home.

At this very moment, I feel really really irritated. I mean, well, two dance routines that I wanted to dance were officially blacklisted so far. I'm not an easy type who will simply impress by watching the dance routine through youtube. So once I felt like, 'whoaa!' That equally means that I'm really amazed by da incredible dance routine.

The first one is LUCIFER. Okay, by listening to the title, you know it's a lil' bit illumination. Yeah, 'satanist'. Da song is not that great, but da choreography is really damn damn superb, I must say. Too bad, my friends say that the choreography is ACTUALLY sorta satanist, so it's really wrong to dance for it. Well, when I watched the vid again, hell yeah, it's kinda weird. There's somethin' suspicious about da dancing because the dancer kept showing several weird symbol by using their hands. Okay, lucifer, you're so out! T_T

The second dance routine is WHAT IT IS. I watched LOTTA vids in ytube which are the covers of da song of WHAT IT IS. But, the last vid that I watched was terribly caught my eyes. Too bad, when I asked him whether I can use his choreo. He simply says NO. His choreo means a lot to him, so, he won't simply let others use it. Huhu. Feels like wanna cry. Da choreo is super duper great. I'm not even trying to steal his choreo. In fact, I asked for his permission. Alright.

For our 2nd vid, we decide to dance for a medley by our fave KPOP group which are BEAST and TVXQ/DBSK. In fact, I'm so in love with BEAST and it would be great to dance to their hit song. So, no more SHINee. I edited the songs by combining those songs and thx God Anne says OKAY.

For our very 1st vid, I'll try to choreo the dance for WHAT IT IS all by myself tomorrow. I promise that I'll try hard for this. Even thought it won't turn out to be that good, at least, I give a try, right?

Moral of the story, don't stop from doing what you like just because of the little problem. Nothing would stop you if you really have passion into it. I really hope that YOU, yes, YOU, will never BOO us if we're not that good. Plus, we're finally on through YOUTUBE, just add us as friend HERE!

p/s: Our 1st video will be uploaded this week~

One word, PIZZA

Right now, I'm perfectly skipping school and staying alone at my haus. Hell yeah, PMR's over and that's make 'my school' is incredibly over too. Even in this week, I skipped school for 3 days. I rather stay home alone, staring my mom's laptop, breaking into dance, listening to Hyun Seung's voice in BEAST's songs, watch Hyun Seung dance, than being at school without nothing better to do.

But, that's not what I'm trying to tell you about. School is school. And I won't be there. I shoulda update this on last week because this moment occurred previous Thursday. Still remember da Magazine competition that my girls and I participated? Well, we're technically not winning da competition, but we managed to get an award called MERIT AWARDS. I'm really grateful for that because you had no idea how much efforts we had put to complete da magazine.

The Hot Issue, our very first magazine ever! (I chose our mag's name as THE HOT ISSUE is actually because I like 4minute's song called HOT ISSUE, :P)

Flip through da pages~

So, what's with pizza? Okay, we didn't get any medal for that so-called AWARD, instead, we got a Pizza Hut voucher which cost RM200. Whoa, that's kinda a lot for 4 persons. Then, our Madame Lin decided to take us to KB Mall to enjoy our pizza. Cool teacher, huh? So, here we go! (Err, pics are all not edited, so damn sorry)

Yea. Let's go, pizza can't wait.

Fana is 'checking-her-tudung-out' and Aiey is showing off her pizza voucher. LOL.

Looks like that's all I got. Check Aiey's blog if you wanna see da rest of da pics. I managed to buy my Seventeen Mag again this time. FYI, I found BEAST album, SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA. And it is da SPECIAL EDITION because da songs from their 1st mini album (BEAST IS THE B2ST) are included in da SHOCK album. I was like, oh God, 10 songs. I felt like wanna die because da album cost RM89.90. So not worth to buy it because all of their songs are in my phone. In fact, they already come out with 3rd mini album (5 songs again), MASTERMIND. End of this year, they will produce a FULL ALBUM for the first time. That's it, I wanna buy their FULL ALBUM not da MINI ones.

p/s: Fana, Pka, Aiey, let's keep our SECRET to grave. I love you guys to death. Saranghaeyo~


Since PMR was officially over yesterday,,
I wanna reveal da so-called project that TALKING KEYBOARD and I have made.


This is it.
We named ourselves as BOISTEROUS DNA.
We are technically DEMONA (me) and ANNE (her).
So, Boisterous Demona N Anne.
That's it.
We still haven't start anything for this project.
But, so far, we manage to plan for our very first video.
Hell yeah,
It's a VIDEO.
It's on YOUTUBE, people.



hey, I'm back.

PMR is so damn not over.
But, I have 3 days to have a break.
Yeah, KH and MATH will be there on Monday.
So, this is so damn not a 'MERDEKA' day.
Yet, I just wanna say that I'm pretty disappointed.
Well, I'm not even show my best during PMR.
I could not even get the right answer.
Time just never be enough.
Just breathe, it's over.
No matter what, I'm not a time traveler, so, I couldn't change it.

Okay, my latest, officially crush goes to,,
He's 22.
So damn tall with height of 176cm.
The similarity he has with me is,
we have da same type of blood, B.
He's superb at dancing.
His voice makes me melting.
His smile makes me daydreaming.
He was rejected from BIG BANG,
Then, now, he's a star with a group called B2ST a.k.a. BEAST.
Nahh.. he is killing me.


Aku tanak citer panjang.
Yang pasti, holiday dah nak abih.
I can't believe this sweet sweet holiday finally comes to an end.
And, PMR comes again to say hello less than 20 days.
I just don't know what to do.
I've wasted my holiday.

Okeh, bloggie.
I'm sorry but I gotta say goodbye.
The BIGGEST FEAR of mine is almost here.
I gotta face it and then let it go.
I promise ya that I'll update ya after PMR.

For now I'll reveal my plan after PMR:

(Err.. how many times did I mention about dance? who cares, neway?)

p/s: no more song title as my blog title.