Top 3 Things That I Love And I Do Not Want To Let Go

I really had no idea what I wanna do now except practice dancing, then upload some vids of me dancing. My daily routine since da holidays start is like, waking up late, then grab my breakfast, log in FB, view my Ytube Channel hopping tht sumbody gonna sub me, browse through ALLKPOP and B2STRISING, Listening to music for hours. Oh yeah, it's already nite. So, I turn on my mom's laptop AGAIN and do da same routine. It's pretty boring, isn't it?

Yeah. Yeah. I know. I shoulda continue to write my incomplete novel. I should learn how to cook, but, with my ego, I dun want to. I should clean my messy room. I should learn again to strum guitar. I should study a lil' bit for next year. But, what if I DUN WANT TO? Can I juz enjoy my BORING MOMENT for a lil' while? I rather be this way~

Top 3 Things That I Love And I Do Not Want To Let Go (For Now)
(It's THINGS, so no big deal, ok?)


I'm officially a B2UTY few months ago. Too bad I didn't remember da date, lol. The thing is, I've been into kpop since last year, when I was 14, but I was not kpop fan. I kept myself updated with several kpop idols, like, SNSD, 2NE1, 4Minute, After School, Secret, bla bla bla..... And I had no idea bout BEAST.

But, I knew a thing bout BEAST, there was a song called BAD GIRL. And my few friends and I wanted us to dance BAD GIRL dance routine. I just went with da flow, but, I did not really like BEAST, though.

This year, I knew a song called SHOCK and I just downloaded that one. And I still was not a fan. Then, Fatin played a song called JUST BEFORE SHOCK during our practice for Talent Show. And I fell in love with da sounds of piano at da beginning of da beautiful song. So, I went to make a research about 'em. Watching their documentary, memorizing their full names, catching up their music vids and I'm a B2UTY.

5 reasons why I adore/love/like/fond them:
1. ALL of 'em really GOOD at singing LIVE. (I mean, really really good)

2. Their MUSIC is not suck at all. None of their songs disappointed me. All thanks to their composer, TIGER SHINSADONG and JUN HYUNG (B2ST)....,,

3. Superb dancing skills. ALL of 'em can dance really well. Their choreography are all awesome. All thanks to the choreographer, PREPIX HAW.

4. Each of 'em has great personality. Well, they are FUNNY and it's enjoying to watch when they are revealing their true colours. XD

5. They are naturally good-looking. Even without BB Cream or make up. (this is da last one, cuz I dun really care bout looks)

And I'm in this guy line compare to the other 5. It's HYUN SEUNG. He's 4D and DANCING MACHINE. He can DANCE. That's why I heart him.


Back then when I was 14, nobody knows how much I heart dancing. And now, seems like everything to turn ridiculously insane. Well, no worry, I realize that I could not really dance, but at least, I DANCE.

Last year, I still remembered my very first performance of me, dancing, with my classmates. It was really crazy, and FUN, for sure. Then, I knew that I had potential because my friend said when she watched our vid, I was da one who danced in different way. And when I watched that one, I must said that I was slightly DIFFERENT. haha. I danced in my own way, lol.

And this year, I dunno how did I get that courage to perform on da stage again. This time, with my other 5 friends, I did it again. I had no idea where did I get da nerve to do so. And that was really FUN. I missed da moments when we practiced together (got caught by few

So, now, I'm trying to be part of amateurs dancers in YouTube. Okay, it's terribly hard because nobody seems to notice me... T_T... It's even harder to get subscribers. Feel like wanna cry.

Right now, I'm still practicing dancing cover because that's what I want. I don't want to dance so that I could post vids. Instead, I'm doing this to myself, this is my passion. The reason why I post da vids is to show da world that I'm dancing too and be a lil' part of 'em.


I would never let anybody steal my HOLIDAY this time. PMR's over, so I wanna do whatever I feel like wanna do. Please don't ruin it. I want to focus to my YouTube Channel and my dancing skills. I wanna discover my potential. I think there's no other time. This is da perfect time for me to do so.

I'm telling you here, it's holiday, and all that I wanna do is DANCE.

Next year, I know that I have to strive again.

I heart holiday.

1 comment:

Taengoo Yeon said...

hahaha zaman kpop mula bersinar. I missed that era