I don't wanna go to school

I wanna wake up in the morning at 6.15 a.m...
Pray and recite my love letter (Al-Qur'an),
After doing some kind of reading,
I wanna listen to the music while my body wanders around (jog laa),
So that all my stress are perfectly slipped away,
Then, I'm ought to FACEBOOKing, BLOGing
Later, I'll settle those undone homework~
At night, I'm going to study~~
But still, school will be just around da corner,
There are lots of reasons why I don't wanna be there for this moment,
I mean, I'm enjoying my life as a Allah's servant, daughter, sister, and friend.
I must confess I'm kinda depressed for now.
But, I won't let him ruins my lovey-dovey days.

I wrote a song (without melody yet) last night, Whoops. I mean, midnight.

Let me rip your heart out,
I want to be just your blood,
Let me be the cure to all your disease,
I want to be the poison that would drag you to death with me.

I want your soul to linger inside of me
But why you break my heart without thinking of me?

I should have known you're not that into me,
I'm just a girl with a demon mask,
You're full of desires but I'm not in that part,
Perhaps you can't accept that this love is yours.

Well, i'm kinda emo, right? No worry, this song doesn't even related to me, duh. Muse utterly influenced me to write this lyrics. Oh, ya know how their songs was like~~ UNDISCLOSED DESIRES
well, it's about a girl, who's desperately in love with a guy, perhaps she's not really beautiful enough to win his heart.