Hello, there!

27th November was supposed to be my last paper of SPM. So, um, is it okay for me to say I am OFFICIALLY no longer MURID SEKOLAH now, 5th December? :p

Technically, Last Thurs, I went to Kemaman and Puchong and Shah Alam and Kuala Lumpur. So yeah, I just got home recent Monday ., Then I watched Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge for the third times and A walk to remember for  the @#$$#%$ times! 

I'd love to read some really good books in the library, but still, I'm too lazy, jet lag, (perhaps?) to make a move. Maybe. Just maybe. I'm lazy to go outside because my skin is in bad condition (blemish), I've been using numerous skin products, but nothing works for me .. So, um, I'm giving The Body Shop a try to improve my skin. It's not because I don't know how to take care of my skin, but I just can't figure out which product is the best one. I read SEVENTEEN mag, for crying out loud, so, I am well-aware on one thing or two regarding skin care thingy :) 

I am surprised how contrast the number of entries on 2011 compared to 2012. I wrote like, 40 entries for 2011 and only ......... 4, yes FOUR entries for 2012. Can you imagine how hectic my (our) live as SPM candidates? It was crazy. The tension. The adrenaline. SPM was killing me. For two nights (including last night), I had dreams about exams, SPM or whatever you name it. It was dreadful, horrible, intense. The clock was ticking. I was like, I hadn't finish tackling these questions yet! Oh God. 

I am sincerely, truly glad SPM was over. Those tears. Those sweats. Those red eyes. Those eyes, waking up at 4am. It was a pure torture. But it was over. Now, I am hoping for the best. 



NOW. I PRESENT YOU ..... THE ONE AND ONLY.... 5 AMIr 2012!

 Credit to Nurliyana Adanan

The girl in Kebaya with the biggest SMILE is ... me :D

Credit to Asya Nasir

More updates are coming soon. Too many things to be said. Too many things to be shared.

This Is It

It's been months. I know. SPM is getting nearer.

I have to be honest. I haven't prepared anything for the upcoming exam. There are so many topics that I don't really understand. It's blurry. Still. What's wrong with me?

I don't want to study for the sake of exam. I want to study for the sake of myself. Knowledge, it is.

So yeah. I don't want to be left out. I gotta start now. It's not too late. 

DISTRACTIONS :

• FACEBOOK ( Gahhhh, it's so obvious)
• INTERNET ( YouTube, AllKpop and stuff)
• Kpop's Obsession ( EXOBEAST4MINUTE .... >.< )
• Mom's Laptop and iPad ( Hands off, now)
• My Handphone ( Sources of music, actually. I'm not into messages and all that)
• Myself ( I have this virus called LAZY. )

I definitely cannot avoid these distractions, of course. But HEY, I can minimize them! Let's strive for success and perfection. This exam will determine my future. It is the TICKET to the doorway of my dreams. U go girl !

With this, BYE BYE, Blog.

Peace, y'all ., MERAH rocks the world!

Hey

I know this is random. I love this kind of dark, sophisticated fashion, by the way. And I love Demi Lovato. I'm sorry for neglecting this blog for 3 months. 

I'm too busy catching up my study. Writing the text for English Debate. Losing the Bahasa Melayu Debate in semi-final. Writing '10 Things I Want To Do If I'm a Celebrity' essay for this competition. I lost my appetite due to stress. Worst of all, now, right now, my tonsil is swollen. Sore throat. Flu. They all come together. Tomorrow is the English Debate's competition. Tonight is our practice. I feel like...............................

I'll update you later. 

p/s: I bought these 2 pairs of cute flat shoes with only RM50! Hehe. 

Unbroken

Unbroken - Demi Lovato 


Heyy Demi, I'm borrowing your album title for my blog, is it okay with you? Orang Melayu kata, diam tanda setuju. So, I consider it as yes. Teheee


So yeahhhh., I bought her album accidentally, mainly because I wasn't planned to buy that one at first. Somehow, I was tempted. Her sorrow eyes pleaded me to buy it instead of just holding it for few seconds. Yes, I thought for a while. Then I found my HyunSeung and Hyuna (Trouble Maker) album. Since that album shows several pics of HyunSeung and Hyuna sitting next to Champagne bottles, I rather not buying that one. I have to buy this one. I have to. Then I grabbed Demi Lovato's album to the counter and fished out the money from my bag. 


On our way back home, I decided to play the CD. Despite the fact that I'm the only one who wants to listen to it. The thing was, ALL of the songs in her album is already in my phone, but who cares? My little sister and brother hummed to the melody, though. My parents kept it cool. 














Today is Tuesday. Bad thing, I still haven't study properly. Exam is like, next Sunday. These days, I usually walk back and forth towards the living room (a comfy place where I study and snooze) and stare at those books. Yes, I love knowledge. Saya cintakan Ilmu. But, I'm having trouble with studying mainly because I don't feel like it. O Allah.  


I am trying to fix my intention in studying. I HAVE to be sincere. Everything I'm doing is because of Him. 




All I did was staring at the laptop, doing nothing, to be exact. How dare I neglect my NINE BOYFRIENDS? I'm so frustrated at myself for failing in controlling myself. Haish. Wish me luck. I'm taking SPM this year. Big deal. 




btw, Taylor Lautner says (in Seventeen Mag), "If you aim nothing, then you'll hit nothing"

2012

I know. I know. Everybody's talking about the New Year. In Facebook, my news feed is filled with lots of New Year's status and you know what did I post on that night? 


'YOU DA ONE' 


it's a new song by Rihanna. I like this one because Jessie J is a co-writer to this song. HAHA.

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION: Cover my aurat properly. That's it.

Pray more. Read more. Learn more. Dance more. Study more. Strum guitar more. EAT LESS.