You know, when certain people make me as a 'second choice' (in friendship, etc) then I simply choose to runaway from them. You regard me as your second best, then I make you as an option too. I try to fit in, and sometime I DO fit in, but not completely. Maybe it's better to walk on my own. But still, sometime, it gets lonely. ugh. 

Who am I to feel lonely when I choose to stay this way? Hah. 

Right. I still have Allah. It's enough. More than enough. I'm perfectly imperfect. I should rectify my relationship with Him and only then, I believe He'll take care the rest of my relationship with His creations. Right?