special

Tomorrow is an absolute SPECIAL day. It's not my birthday. It's da RAYA DAY. At this moment, I also think B2ST is special to me. My family is lotta special to me. My friends are super special to me. Everyone I love in this world is super duper SPECIAL. And I wanna be your special one for ya too no matter how much ya don't like me.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA,,
And I love My special family, friends and not to mention Hyun Seung (b2st)
I'm so sorry that I love ya, babe.

p/s: Don't remind me that PMR is so damn near 'cause I dun want anyone to spoil my day.

I don't wanna dance

Okay. That's what HEY MONDAY band says, nope me.
dancing is still a part of me, no matter what.
I dance when I'm stressed out.
yeah, dance like no one's watching.

Conversation of da day:
CHAD: Sonny, will you go out with me?
SONNY: I...I'm sorry, did you just ask me out?
CHAD: I'm sorry didn't you just beg me to?
SONNY: Oh dear, this is awkward.
CHAD: hahaha, Sure is.
SONNY: I was talking about Mc'Kenzie and Chloe, but you seem to be talking...
CHAD: haha.. yep. yep. me, too. same thing. whoo..
SONNY: whoohoo
CHAD: see I just thought you thought I thought it was awkward because you thought I was asking you out. Rather than Mc'Kenzie asking Chloe out.
SONNY: Yeap. But you said Sonny...
CHAD: whooop.
SONNY: So
CHAD: So.. You're MC'kenzie fan now..
SONNY: Yeah
CHAD: Cool
SONNY: So, yeah.
CHAD: What?
SONNY: I'll go out with you.
CHAD: Good.
SONNY: Good.
CHAD: So, we're doing this.
SONNY: I guess so.
(I edited this script lil' bit)


Sonny is Demi Lovato and Chad is Sterling Knight (as Christopher Wilde in STARSTRUCK)...
Both of them are actors in SONNY WITH A CHANCE!
da sypnopsis of season 2, episode: falling for the falls..

When Sonny becomes secretly addicted to watching Mackenzie Falls, she seeks out Chad to ask him what is going to happen on the show. When Chad misinterprets her questions to be about him and Sonny, rather than a Mac Falls plot line, CHAD ASKS SONNY OUT!

This is so damn sweeet! Both of 'em are technically enemies, but, well, they're in love, hah. LOL. LOL. LOL.
go check this out at Disney Channel or YouTube,,
Chaow for now.
PMR Trial is 2morrow.
huh. huh. huh.
PMR is around da corner, I shoulda start study way harder.




Bounce

Talent's show just over.
And my dancing solo was sucks.
I forgot da choreo, so I had to 'blasah' when I was on that stage.
T_T
After all da hard work, it became sucks on that day.
Thank God nobody noticed my mistake.
Still, great efforts, great performances.
I'm glad the audiences were cheering at certain parts of our dance.
Da bad news,
I couldn't show ya da performance 'cause da video is so damn sucks.
Ugh. ugh.
But, i won't blame dat girl.

Wanna know da script? I'll spill.

One Know: Hey, guys! I watched ECLIPSE last night and Edward is really hot! Hey, what are you reading?

Dyan: I read a comic by Zent,,

Aiey: I just watched NARUTO and SASUKE is soo kawaii!

The enemies of dis gang spray some perfumes.

One Know: Euuuhhh. Despite dis stinky perfume, i've got some new dance routine to show y'all!

So, she (me) dances~~~
Then, Anis throws a Fatin's Pooh bear towards One Know and spoils da dance!

One Know: What the heck was that??!

Anis: Chill, girl.

One Know: What's with screwing up my dance routine?!

Anis: What's with screwing up my day???!

One Know: You're so screwed up..,,

Anis: No. You are...

Fatin: Anis!!

Fatin pointed out at her pooh bear~ Both One Know and Anis looked over their shoulders towards Dyan.
Dyan cut da Pooh's HEAD with her scissors 'viciously'~~
Anis, Fatin and Qu screamed~~
One Know, Dyan and Aiey laugh their heads off.
Then, da battle starts as da WHAT GOES AROUND song is played.

After da dance,

Anis: Wanna have a dance battle?

One Know: No sweat!!

Anis: Bring it on!

One Know: Watch and learn~

Da mix of songs ENERGETIC (BOA) + BOUNCE (TIMBALAND) + WHAT IT IS (SOPHIA FRESH) + ME AND YOU (CASSIE) are played.
And One know and da gang starts to dance... again.

Da next turn goes to Anis and her gang to show off their dancing skills. Da mix of songs by OMG (USHER FT WILL.I.AM) + FOREVER (CHRIS BROWN) + GARA GARA GO (BIG BANG) filled the air.

Da dance battle ends. sooo, THE END.




SOME OF DA PICS~~


Juz freakin' me~~ Da butterflies are in my stomach. Gotta run da show!


Feeling some kind of ROCK after dancing on da stage!


Yeahuuu~ We're da stars!


Woohooo~~


p/s: Sorry, no pics are taken on our performances. But, ma fren had recorded da video. Still TALENT SHOW rocks!

Just before shock

People never understand us.
They will never get it why we're crazy over some celebrities.
They even seem annoy with our ways of obsessing in these cute guys.
They pulled up a face when we are screaming and going hysteria on getting those posters.
At last, they will perfectly shock once they are dragging themselves into our crazy stuff.
And they're just like us.
Just the same ones. Easy.

But, life ain't that easy.
Not all people love what we love to do.
They won't stop saying bad things till we stop doing our things.
They'll boo us if we get it wrong.
They'll yell at us, enforcing us to walk off of stage.

Fact, my stomach is completely full with butterflies.
My nerves are all tingling.
I have goosebumps all over me.
27th, July, 2010.
Talent Show.
25th, August, 2010.
PRA-PMR (percubaan PMR).
And I'm not that ready at all.
My dancing skills are all sucks.
My previous results are all sucks.
And I'm neither practicing nor studying right now.
I'm just daydreaming.
Daydreaming will someday ruin me. I know that.

Today, nothing much really happen.
It's just that, a good friend of mine, zahir, offered me a movie, ECLIPSE..
I couldn't no more hesitate.
He's da one who gave me ECLIPSE novel for my birthday.
And now what?
Offering me to watch that movie too?
Now that double, superb, awesome!
Thx, BFF.


Enjoy some pics of da dancing, romance movies that got me inspired!~


STEP UP 2: THE STREETS

I really luv Andie, (da girl with red top) keep ya head on dat floor, babe!


She's rock! Hippie!


And I adore this couple. Andie and Chase!


STEP UP


From hip-hop to ballet, go Tyler Gage!


So damn freakin' sweet. Nora and Tyler.


Nah! Romance yet they got move!


On da whole, both movies, STEP UP AND STEP UP 2, seriously gave me inspired to dance.
It's not all about dancing. It made me realized that dancing is a little part of my life.
It feed my soul to let go all my fears and be myself.

p/s: step up 3D coming soon!

Thx for da memories

Starting today, I'm gonna give my entry's title with song's title. aci x? And ya job is guessing which song is that. haha. No clue at all. Again. This entry is mainly about my CHILDHOOD MEMORIES. Yeah, I'm just like you, I had once been through a lil' girl life, having a BFF, playing lotta games with da boys. Well, I'm normal. I got da memories.
But, worst of all, I wasn't a good kiddo. In fact, I was pretty a bad girl. A bossy one. I kept pretending like I was da head girl, ordering my friends to do as I told 'em so. Too bad, they just followed my lead. But, no regret. I learned from my damn mistakes. I've grown up to be a 'better' girl in lotta ways.
Still remember about my childhood BFF's death? She died last year, after celebrating hari raya bcuz of a disease called thalassemia (if I'm not mistaken).. Yeah, I miss her a lot. She's like a PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL.
So, I went to my old house, wandering around my old haus and her haus (next to mine)... letting da childhood memories play in my mind. Seeing da old me, falling on da ground and crying, trying to ride bicycle 4 da 1st time but end up falling again....
FYI, I challenged myself to go there by bicycle. It's quite far, somehow, I managed to reach there within 20 minutes. Whoa. Ya know, don't try to act like you're a brave girl or sumthin' just like me bcuz... it's sorta dangerous. How does it feel to ride alone and suck boys with their motorcycle trying to say 'hi' at ya, da cars sound like wanna crash ya and the surrounding is kinda hot?? okay, what an experience, huh? So, here we go.



Me, my bicycle and da road. Home, I'm coming.


So, this is da TAMAN SEDC, KG RAJA. my home when I was baby till I reached 8. My BFF and I were usually roding our bicycles, swirling around and playing like da world was ours.


eh, my lil' sis was hangin' round while waiting 4 my dad settled his job at our old haus. Sumbody gonna stay there someday.



Aahhh..,, Da memories when there was me and ya.


Okeh. She's thirsty like she's da one who's riding da bike in such a hot wheather!!



da backyard. There was a snake on that time. And I was seriously shaking. ouuuhh, ssss...


Exclusive: I'm not a mamarazi, but I snapped a pic where my BFF's dad a.k.a. my skool principle was insanely busy doing his job wif his beautiful wife. Gotcha!

This is it. Nadhierah, once again, thx for da precious memories. You gave me a beautiful moments that I promised that I would always embrace. You're my best friend forever, no matter what. I wish you're resting in peace. Allah loves you more, anyway. I could sense that you're perfectly blessed. I love ya. Forever and always. Listen, babe. I live in this world with ya spirit. I sing with ya. I dance with ya. Al-Fatihah.